My lifeA Poem by KittenMy first poem on here. I just kinda have a lot going on. Mentally. I guess.. So I need to get it out..
It's all changing.
Some parts for the better. Some for the worst. I've made up my mind. I like girls. And more then just friends. Boys aren't for me. It doesn't mean I cant still have them as friends. I love the life I have chosen. On the other hand. At times. I dont feel the need to be here. I dont know why. I just dont. It's not because of him. I would never think this way because of a guy. That would be dumb. I just wish I knew why I feel this way. I wanna get away from it. I tried to go away. But couldn't take not seeing everyone. Even if it meant getting help. I still couldn't say goodbye for that short time. It tore me up. Not to mention. The new part of me. I dont know how he became realish. I mean, sure. I made him up. But never thought he would exist in my skull. As another person. Another part of me. Deo Anderson. A boy with more mental issues then me. Living in my mind And coming out to talk to people whenever he feels like. No one sees it expect a few people. Anyone that knew cant tell when he is around because I cut my hair. His doing? Maybe.. But I like it. So it doesn't matter. I keep him hidden for fear that people will shun me Or call me insane. I'm so scared of so many things.. Why can't I just be free?
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Added on May 15, 2012Last Updated on May 15, 2012 AuthorKittenWherever I find myself, INAboutWhich Supernatural Angel Are You? More on Supernatural.Created by BuddyTV HEIR OF LIGHT DERSE DREAMER Uploaded with ImageShack.us My heart belongs to my .. more..Writing
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