How I Feel At The Moment

If you asked me how am I doing I would tell you I am good. 

See this could be true but the fact is I don't know if I feel anymore.

I have these sick thoughts..

Sometimes I'll be driving and I'll think what if I opened my door and drove scrapping the concrete.

I feel numb.

Emotionally, Mentally, and Physically.

I feel as if my body is here but my mind is floating around.

I have tried doing new things trying to get my mind off the numbness.

Nothing seems to help.

I just wanted to feel something.

But I have to go.

I might have a solution 

Can anyone hear me?

Are you here for me when I need you?

What could make me feel again?..

Author's Note

Just Straight from the brain no revise just wrote it and summited it