An EX.

Being spiteful my work in the moment but it will come back to get you.

Get out of head, away from my dreams.

I left you some time ago.

Why, are you haunting me?

Why, are you searching for me in my dreams?

I awake to my heart pounding,

A feeling of pain and concern,

A pool of sweat around me,

Why won’t you take my note, my words and allow me to be free,

Closure, indeed that’s what I need.

You closed the doors on me as fast as I ripped through your heart.

Surely you resent me for what I revealed to you that one summery night.

Please don’t believe every awful word that slid through my serpent mouth.

I was bitter, enraged and only saw green.

The thought of you moving on was my breaking point, I had to release.  

Revenged sparked in my head. Yes, I’ll break you with no remorse.

I fueled myself with anger, hate and alcohol. The ultimate “AHA” to your betrayal.

Crazy, yes, I was.

It was me that betrayed you and it was me that reflected my insecurities on to you.

To screw with your head for the rest of your days.

Now, it’s me that is being haunted for a false revelation I made so long ago.

My life, undeniably everything I want it to be.

But there you are haunting me.   

Author's Note

An intense love affair that ended badly.