What makes you hate me?

There is always that one person that will try to get the best out of you.

It’s just me, what makes you hate me?

Why, when you look at me I can see your frustration.

The rage building inside of you.

It’s not healthy.

You lash out, only towards me.

I did nothing to you, I have my faults, yes.

Don’t we all?

I try to ignore you as you stand before me.

Yet, here you are, threatening me, cursing at me, trying to break me.

You smile at me, when you tell me “are you okay, don’t hurt yourself.”

What does that mean?

I’m a game to you, all you want to do is win.

I’m scared that you might, that I may lose everything that I may lose myself.

In a game that’s ridiculous to me that I don’t want to play.

I just want to be far away from you.

Yet, that’s impossible for the time being.

What will happen if I do break, if I was to lose myself, where I can’t control the person you brought out?

Will it than make you go away?   

Reviews

[Jamestown]

Yep been down this annoying and frustrating road, I worked with a person
like this for years, she was a miserable human being:( I completely feel your
emotions in this piece, stay strong and don't let this person compromise who
you are, I understand that can be harder said then done, I will pray for you:)
Thanks for sharing and b-blessed!

[d.m.vargas]

Yes, it’s very frustrating. Thank you for your prayer. Hope is what I’m holding on too.