Bad Memories

I drown myself in alcohol,
to burn away my thoughts of him.
The liquid slides straight down my throat.
My clothes are off. The lights are dim.
He twirls his fingers through my hair
and runs his hands along my spine.
My mind tells me it’d rather not,
my heart thinks it will make him mine.
I scream and shake to lead him on.
He smiles likes he gives a damn.
He knows my lies. It’s my mistake.
He’s the wolf and I’m the lamb.
He likes to slaughter hearts for fun.
I should have taken a fair warning.
I was deceived; yes I’m the fool.
He won’t still be here in the morning.
So I sip my poison, slow and smooth.
I have never felt so dumb.
The fire scorches through my veins.
My brain shuts down and now I’m numb.
The flames they dance into my blood.
The drink it tastes so sweet and cold.
He wasn’t worth my precious time.
Yet I changed myself to fit his mold.

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[Dai Edenburough]

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