memories

Evey time
i think about what we used to do
i just laugh
and wonder when will i see you,
when we meet again will u still be my friend,
when we spend time together will it be the same?
then i get sad
and think
that maybe you have moved on
and that my best friend
has found new best friends of her own.
after that
i spend the day
reminiscing about the best times of my life
and wondering if you could give me
one more breath-catching day
before i die