guilt reformatted

im ready kill someone
 or maybe to ready to kill
 my feelings for someone
that used to be special
 and now is just a person
 someone that used to be a god
 and now is just human
 im ready to let go
 i cant take the guilt
 or the pain
and i swear
im finally drained
 what do i get from him
 if i dont feel any personal gain
 tell me what to do
 no wait
 i know wat to do
 i need to go outside
 in the rain and cry
 my last tears
and pretend i still care
 about yesterday
then turn
 my back
 on
Hurt