i wish and i need

its a poem about my wishes

i wish  i had more self-esteem

so that everytime i look in the mirror

i wont see the most hideous person on earth

i need to learn how to say no

so that i dont end up

doing something i hate and will regret

i need to stop crying

over everything

because it doesnt help me at all

i need to help myself

before i try

to help anybody else

i need to love myself

before anyone can love me

i wish i could smile

more than

i cry

i wish i could walk

into a room

and not think they are talking

about me

i wish i could learn

to say what i say goes

and its not up for discussion

i wish i didnt have

to apologize after

almost everything i say

i dont wish for a fairytale life

because i know it will never come

but i do wish

for some better luck

with love

next time.

Reviews

[Wildecat]

This was open and honest and heartfelt, My Mamma always told be to be patient that all good things take time.