Lost

Someone help I can’t find my way

Life now seems so different than yesterday

Now what was here is there and close seems so far

The stress of it all has left this ugly scar

I have found hate where love once resided

And fear and longing lies somewhere beside it

Aide in finding me again I don’t care what’s the cost

But what I have found is a new definition of lost

 

Help me please tell me where do I belong

Life is turning out to be a pain staking song

To give myself up to this feeling is accepting a lose

I have weighed out my options and I definitely refuse

I have come too far to allow my defeat

I’m strong and I know it so I will not retreat

To this new meaning of the word I had no idea existed

But the pain of this lost just couldn’t be resisted

 

Once again I scream HELP from the top of my soul

Not many know this feeling of out of control

The feeling like no matter what I do nothing will change

To look at what is familiar and it still seems so strange

Laughter no longer feels like it comes from the heart

The sweetness of life now seems bitter and tart

Lost in what has taken my happiness and identity

Lost now seems to be what bleeds into me

Author's Note

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