tears

I looked deep inside my heart,

beyond the ruddy network 

of complex mechanism

and the nitty gritties that help us survive

not live..

I looked deep inside my heart,

to find the essence of life,

that which makes my heart beat

for someone who is not me..

that which makes my eyes bleed water,

Emotions,turmoil,delusions..

sometimes they are all hard to comprehend.

And I tried seeking an answer

to my questions,

that involved the secrets of life.

I looked deep inside my dreams,

trying to unravel the mysteries of universe.

The enigma surrounding the wonderful feeling

called love.

I tried finding it all.

The matters of heart are unfathomable,

It gets hurt but doesnt bleed.

I tried solving the intricacies of the

deep maze called life..

And all I found was 

I was incomplete,half and almost finished..

My universe was in a disarray,

emotions haphazard..

and I needed someone to

put everything in order...

When I found you.

But the matters of the heart are complicated..

And now we are on the verge

of deadly uncertainties..

failing to be resolved..

and my life again becomes

a mess of blood and flesh..

I need you to make it worthwhile,

I am so done without u..

Dont leave me in the pool of blood..

Take me with you..

I will wait

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[elizabutterfly]

its stupid..dnt review it..pleaseee