A Letter You'll Never Know

I'm saying all I couldn't say to you

Dear You,

 

You knew how I felt, well you somewhat knew and still you didn't say goodbye. I know it's partly my fault.

We weren't really talking, except in those few letters in which you barely replied at least not how you

used to. You did change this year clothes and all. I think you decided to make a change this year and that

meant letting go of me for some reason. You know you had it in you to pass I remember you showing me

your passing progress report, you seemed so proud. The whole only talking through letters thing, made me

feel that you were embarrased of me considering that you made no enknowledgement of me when I was

around. But you told me you were dropping out? Why? Where you waiting for my move? I always felt like

you were testing me, you've always had me totally confused. I think thats how you liked it. I felt so

clueless. You are the one who haunts my dreams. I dont know why I even bother, in a way your

untouchable...in more ways than one. I will miss you! I was convinced just seeing your face alone was

enough to give me confidence, but now that's taken away. I'll probably never see you again and for that I

can't forgive you. For you will never really grasp the way I truely felt. In a million ways you were what I never could be...free!

 

Regrettably, Me.

Reviews

[Nik Dendera]

Very honest and in a way, brutal. Its full of emotion and heart, and I love the 'regrettably me' ending!

Really nice work!

[dark and twisty]

heartfelt, sad...nice work