The Ostrich

written during bio class my sophomore year of high school. one of the first songs after symptoms of mental illness started. (1997)

When I was young and innocent
I could not speak, I could not see
Im older now and things have changed
And I just want you to know
I hate you
Theres nothing that Id rather do than kill you
Chop off your head and shove it up your goddamn a*s
Remember not so long ago
I sat alone, all by myself
But now Im back for more
And this time its all for you
I hate you
You make me sick I wish youd die
So tell me
What do you think its like to be so goddamn scared
You never thought it would come to this
But you were wrong again
Left in a puddle of your own piss
What are you gonna do now?
I hate you
You lazy mother f*****g b*****d
Eat s**t
Thats what youre gonna do
If you dont take back every single word you said
You always think youll come out fine
But this time I will f**k your life up more than you could ever think
So start preparing for your life in goddamn hell.