uhhhhhh

idk

It’s easy to love you

When I don’t like myself that much

I lose you then I start think

I’m dumb, I’m lazy, and frankly it’s been too long to lose you

I’m scared of myself

That’s why you have hold on me

Or maybe it’s the fact I’ll never find love from someone other than you

Sometimes your grip comes through my spine

Most the time it’s just dangling on my shoulder

When you and I are a team

I’m just mean

You made me so comfortable living a lie

That being myself didn’t seem me

Are you gonna ever let me free

I’m scared to let you be

When I don’t have you

 tears want to slip out

cuz You’re chipping away at my soul

Like it’s a Minecraft block

if my soul was a material

It’d be dirt

I’m stanky, I’m dirty, I’m goofy

You give me those personas

Like their paper in a fire

I believe that acting as those personas just lets the fire burn more

You try to burn the fire with what fuels it

Yeah, yeah, yeah, I’m scarred from what you’ve done

You’ve made me feel like such a fraud

Why?

Cause I’d do whatever you say

You’ve made me tired of depression

yet fear you’ll take me back to obsession

these thoughts must be deception

but when I talk, I feel so much tension

man you carry me around like a baby

trying for my safety

all that does is stunt my growth

people say v is for vendetta

 I say me is for vendetta

when I had been acting as your toy

I brought such a vengeful attitude towards people who didn’t deserve it

Sorry ain’t sorry it just feels like you want to be okay with the past

You and I know it ain’t okay

So why don’t you go

And have fun your separate way

You won’t because you’ve dug a deep hole into me

When I try to dig out

My arrogance comes creepy out

My anxiety flows

Just damn bro

What are you?

My ego, my pride, my friends, my brothers, my sister, my parents or just that voice in my head

Well really I don’t know

What I do know

Is you prevent me from being me