Kill Me,Rape Me,Destroy Me, And Hate Me

I woke to a startling dream with these words buzzing in my head I figured I would put them up here and see what you think?

pain,fear,anguish,tears,
i cant believe through all thses years,
everything has become so clear,
rape me,
kill me,
destroy me,
hate me,
in the end i become nothing,
abusive,
corrosive,
ever so explosive,
my minds a bomb,
set to tick,
it will blow when you hear it click,
set to blow,
ready to be destroyed,

in my head these words flow,

my pain my anguish my hate concealed,

this is a mask,

ive hidden for years,

in the end i just fear,

that my life will end with tears,

tears from you and tears from others,

when my body ends likes no other,
it will die like genocide,
destroying itself,
from the inside,
im like a cancer,'
inside im sick,
but in my brain 
i hear the tick,
like acid rain,
in a forest,
my mind blows,
like ripping souls,
i hate love,
and the way it rolls,
just like lighting,
and thunder blows,
banging inside,
this mind of mine,
this pain inside me,
its all mine,
get together,
with flashbacks and dreams,
of my past,
with anguished themes,
hurt me,kill me,rape me,destroy me,
i cant help but tell this story,
i am done,
and i am dead,
kill me quick,
and with blood shed,
please dont cry,
just let me go,
my heart will stop,
for my black soul,
im an angel,
cast from heaven,
with certain skills,
i bear unfeathered,
my wings unfurled,
burnt and destroyed,
but still i fly,
closer and closer,
to my end,
ready to die,
for my friends,
ready to die,
if thats what i must,
ready,
with my last gust,
my gust of breath, 
my last heart beat,
i never thought it would sound so sweet,
kill me,rape me,destroy me and hate me,
im ready to take it,
if you can give it.


(This all came from a dream i had that awoken me from sleep,inspired again from hate in the deep,my love is broken as i am destroyed,memories unlocked,as thes dreams come forward.)


Zachary Chance Holliday (DO NOT COPYRIGHT)