The Frustration

My fiance has a lot to prove to me.

I'm tired

I'm sorry

If you were truly sorry

You wouldn't take your frustrations out on me

You have a lot to prove

If you keep doing that

I'm not staying

I'm so exhausted

There's a lot you don't know

Then tell me

Just what I need to know

Why didn't you tell me

You had a fiance before me

You lied a lot

How do I know you didn't lie to me

Am I just another mistake to you

Don't lie to me

If you dare

I shall leave

AND never return

This is so exhausting

constantly feeling this way

All because

You can't get your head out of your a$$

You say you love me

Then where's the trust at

You say you care for me

Then where's the proof at

See this is my life

I went for you

And I fell for you

But you don't understand

I've tried and tried

I wanted to make you proud 

Proud to have me as your fiance

But all I feel right now is

Like I'm nothing to you

Just a wh0r3 

Just a $lut

Is that all I am to you

PLEASE LOVE ME 

I WANT REAL LOVE!!!!

Reviews

[Carlos Lorenzo Estrada]

If your intuition says that you can never trust this person then run and don't look back. Because if your relationship is always going to be based on trust issues it is just not worth the anxiety and heartbreak you will inevitably go through in the end because you failed to listen to the warnings in your heart. I went through a similar situation and made the wrong choice and not a day goes by I don't regret it. Always trust your heart.

[Lacey]

Thank you so much I love to write to get some of the hurt out because he doesn't realize it but his words do hurt

[JMaster1]

Emotional and powerful
Just how the poetry should be

[Lacey]

This is greatly appreciated I couldn't get through my bad days without my writing