i feel so lost

its a poem dedicated to my grandad who died 28th feb 09 and i miss him so much he was a true gentle man

Feeling so lost and all alone
I want to bury all the memories
Leave no trace that you ever existed

Maybe then I could sleep at night
Maybe then my eyes will be free…
From all the tears

Don’t want to have to drag this pain with me
Everywhere I go …
I want to be normal again

But everywhere I look is a reminder of you
Of us, of everything we shared.
Why can’t I let you go?
Let your spirit rein
Why cant I smile in reminisce

The scar is too deep
And the emptiness makes me cold
I to feel like I have gone…

Into another world

A world where happiness
Is an obstacle
Laughter a challenge
And complete is almost impossible…

If only I could go on without the thought of you…
Maybe then ill feel what peace is like again!

Author's Note

i wrote this poem when my grandad died

Reviews

[deeps]

This is a very well written write here.

[Hellslastwarrior]

Nice very good. Keep the good work up.