find me ....

where am i? lost ..searching
waiting for my heart to heal
will it for ever real

where is my soul? ...searching
gone and dont know how
will my tree comfort or bow

where are you? .....gone
heart torn dont know why
leave me alone to cry

im hurting .......deep inside
wondering will i ever find
why you were so unkind

find me ........help
no words or smiles
i can walk for miles

missing ......one more beat
waiting for kind retreat
waiting and waiting

torture ....who's looking
not you or knowone
gone are the feelings
searching ......realings

find me
find me
lost and alone
no message no call
by letter or phone

alone in my mind
heart sinking more
where am i? where are u ?
lost and no more

longing and needing
my heart wont repair
just because im lost
out there.......

mind has left me
all shattered in pieces
searching a hole
when dug out was my soul

where do i look ? where do i go?
i havent a clue
i do not know
lost and alone
and longing to heal
but im left all alone
so sad and unreal

find me ..im somewhere
im calling ...whos there
not a heart or a soul
nobody care

ive lost some of me
well it was snatched
right away
im grieveing and hurt
cant love or play

im crying inside
and outside it rains
sat here hurting
with broken heart pains

i want to be fixed
and made whole again
i dont like it out here
alone in the rain

show that you care
and maybe ill mend
i didnt give my heart to lend
i didnt give to have it broke
and no im not a joke

horrid words go round in my head
all the cruel words that youve said
i cant find where my heart is at
my life is so hurt and all so flat.

where am I ?...........find me

Author's Note

ignore spelling and grammar , my ramblings from sleepless moments writing it down is my therapy.