"Truth and Lies"

Many of them often tells me

How sure am I that I'm the only "one"

You're far away from me

And often times this is reality

Many of them distorts my mind

Filled my mind with doubts and fears

Asking me how sure I am that everything you're saying are real

That nothing there are lies

Telling me this is the truth

That you're also a guy

Whom I should always be cautious of

That's why I must also flirt

Their truths destroyed me

Being vulnerable to their lying broke me

How many times have I defended thee

Until I gave up and fell into their traps

Not until now I realized 

Why I keep on defending your reality and truth

Why I keep believing your words and thoughts

Why I keep trusting in a love story that is unsure

Though everything is slowly killing me

Though each and every day I am dying of loneliness

I keep on believing and hoping

Because, though your words are hurting and breaking and making me happy and making me sad

The words that drives me crazy every second

Are the only true words I've known

Though your whole being makes me doubt, hate, love, believe in things I am unsure of

Your whole being is the most sincere I've known