I
his 12-string guitar
taught me how to sing, coo love
my 6-string, to shout
II.
in february
baby made up some nicknames
the girl can talk now
miss shell is "mushy"
ari is called "big kitty"
lulu is "fluffy"
daddy is "isaak"
all pumpkins are commies (aww)
mommy is "honey"
III.
the whiskey was hot
sisters gagged and spat up smoke
i giggled, drank more
laughing my a*s off
the indecent cdj
plays sly, marvin gaye
vicious jealousy
his last attempt for pity
leaves me cold, but vexed
yeah, she sooooo hates me
not 'cause i'm brown or cute, but
cause i'm brown AND cute
he snatches my hands
asks me for my mistletoe
it's now somewhere else
IV.
warmth, soft-spoken voice
the yawns come out, regardless
verbal lullabies
yes, i am afraid
the scared girl in me forecasts
"confidence blurry"
kiss me lovely as
our holiday dissipates
my head spins, mouth moans