Prisoner of Darkness

I

Was

Once

Told

That

I

Was

A
Prison

Of

Emotion

That my eyes are locked with a padlock

The key was thrown away years before

She says that I need to cry more than I do

But I'm scared to death that I'll end up drowning

I have a rib cage made out of prison bars

Her hand rattles the bars in hope of a conversation

My

Soul

Has

A

Firewall

Set

To

Private

If I unlock my walls I'm petrified...

Petrified I won't get them back up in time

And you'll run away in fright from my faultline

Over

The

Years

I've

Set

My

Heart

Inside

Of

Concrete

She believes I never listen to what she is saying

Little does she know I have record payers for ears

And her voice constantly plays in repeat

I'm scared that she'll see the true emptiness inside of me

That the abyss has actually consumed my own paradox

She tells me that I need to open up more and speak freely

How can you muster the words "I'm not good enough for you"

My

Words

Break

In

Fragments

Of

A

Language

Of

Darkness

That's just it I'm a prisoner of my own darkness

And the darkest caverns of my being I created

I've locked myself in solitary confinement

Without intention to be released,

A prisoner of darkness

Someone

Doing

Life

Without

The

Possibility

Of

Parole

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locked away in your own mind,with no parole