My Name On The SIde

How I felt after losing my father to suicide

I wonder why you left me, I wonder why you did Was I not good enough, could I have been a better kid? When you woke that morning did you even know? How you were about to change me,  cause it never showed. Often I have cried and thought about your life Could I have helped you? Stopped you from grabbing that knife? Maybe I shouldve told you what I thought was always shown I LOVE YOU! you were my daddy and treated me like your own, From the day I was born until the day that you died. Now all that is left is a tombstone.. with my name on the side.       IN LOVING MEMORY OF    BARNEY W. GREENWOOD               father of               ANNA C.               JAIME S.               KANDI L.