The Darkness I Love

A Poem by HummingGirl

Sunshine and happy thoughts

That once invaded my mind

Now gives an eerie feeling

And chills me from behind

For who am I to be welcomed,

Just a stranger so to speak.

As madness gnaws inside,

Still finding my soul on this peak

The wind blows harder

When my spirit sings

The rain splashes away

And my heart rings

Stars sparkling

Seeking through the night sky

The crickets sweeping away

As the hour goes by

My heart yearns with another dance

Under the moonlight for one last chance

The moment where I fell in love

In love with the darkness with a sadist heart

Who am I to be blamed?

For knowing such love, that is bound to tamed.

Filled with pain in this wretched heart

Can you try to change and listen to my part?

For years I grew up, not minding problems

Spoiled by guardians that took me to be sensitive

My past became painful

Knowing they're not around

The joy they gave me

Was gone for eternity

I did understand you

I got what you mean

But somehow you say

The world is cruel when it's not

Life is unfair, that's a fact I know

You change your own destiny

And why would you act as if you don't care?

I know you have a heart, that you'll share.

Hatred cannot solve everything

Au contraire

You know I love the way

You surprise me with your embrace

It saddens me

Knowing how short we spent

You're still as bitter as before

We may not have the same heart

But this I tell you is untrue

I know you're bitter,

But don't be blue

© 2014 HummingGirl

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Adreamer's Bluejay

the second line invade should be invaded. Other than that this piece is amazing. I love how the tone is so subtle and the emotion is completely well done and oozing from every word you wrote. amazingly heartrending piece. I look forward to seeing many more from you.