Just A Nightmare

Burning flesh, with rage from inside

Hell is calling my name

He wants me to pierce this silver,

Right through the hole in the center.

Get it, and so he says.

Tempting me to grab hold of it.

I question my actions

Not minding those imbeciles

You can tell that I am suffocating

Still can't find the place I do belong

A place pure of equity and calmness

The uncertain future comes,

Bothering the depths of this bloody hole

Shallow centers of corners resurfacing

What kind of fiasco could begin with madness?

Even the loneliest of nights would come and crept my mind

Why does fantasy  come by so fast?

And let reality dominate .. still

Does being spoiled spoil everything?

Why, oh why? Why would I dare to cry?

These drops still keep coming down

Only the darkness can envelope my own nightmares

It is the only world I have known

Where I believe peace still exist

Accompanying me with all the pain

A sudden failure I am

Life would be at ease when I fade

Not a single eye would see me a burden, no more

Why would I dare to change?

Are not my stars guiding me to this path?

An abyss that I have long forgotten

Is welcoming me in my misery

The scars that still remind me

Did I ever survive?

The lovely bones that once cared

Are now shadows from a distance

Letting go is the hard part

Accepting is surreal

Using my mind, to hurt people?

Or listen to my heart, and hurt myself?

Should I be called evil, for hurting your tattered soul?

Or good for telling you the truth and reliving it?