potential cat lady

 what is this thing called ‘love’?

i'm not sure and i’m scared

i don’t want to end up alone

and i don’t want to live my

life without it because i hear it

is so blinding and if someone

would be blind around me

maybe they would actually want

me and maybe i could maybe

be happy

again

but right now i am destined for a

life of cats and cats and cats, and

loneliness and i will be stingy

and i will not give money to my

neighbor the girl scout and i will

go to the park and feed the

pigeons and people will tell their

children to stay away from me

because i old and alone and

no one

wants me

but, to tell you the truth, i do not

like cats. they are mean and they

hiss and bite bite bite and sure

they’re soft and they will cuddle

with you but i would prefer a human

cuddle with me, thank you very

much.

so basically,

right now

i am sitting here,

wondering,

what is this thing called ‘love’

and where can i find it