Be you

We are all so ashamed to admit it but we all have our secret life, our own feelings we know could never be heard by any ears! We write poetry, getting out our emotions and how we feel because we know we don't have anywhere else to express it. We hunger on our own writeings like a wolf who has never seen food. But what would we do if suddenly someone got a look into our real world, the painful world..not the world everyone else sees were we throw on our happy smile and laugh about everything. We would pobaly be looked upon as stupid suicidal even..and mabye we are suicidal? mabye we are fed up with our fake smiles and our fake lifes but we know we have to live this life even when it's painful. But at least we do have writeing, where people can read our deepest thoughts and we know they dont have anyone to tell them too..where we can have pain without someone saying that theres someone else hurting more then us..but we all know that we can't keep on hideing, even when people judge us. So what i'm saying is...Go dye your hair all the colors you want, wear clothes that look terrible on you but fit your style. be yourself even though someone knocks you down, even your own family.