So far away

So far away

A Poem by Girl who is just a beautiful disaster

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

So cut my wrists and black my eyes,  

So i can fall asleep tonight, 

Or die, 

Because you kill me, 

You know you do, 

You kill me well, 

You like it too and i can tell, 

You never stop until, 

My final breath is gone.


How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my core where I've become so numb
Without a soul, my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home


Without thought, without voice, without a soul
Don't let me die here
There must be something more
Bring me to life


I'm dying again, I'm going under

Drowning in you, I'm falling forever

I've got to break through, I'm going under


So go on and scream

Scream at me, I'm so far away

I won't be broken again

I've got to breath, I can't keep going under


Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself

Maybe I'll wake up for once

Not tormented daily, defeated by you

Just when I thought, I reached the bottom



© 2010 Girl who is just a beautiful disaster


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Such a painful and depressing read.
Sadness so silent it festers within.
Love and emotional heartbreak
leads many to irrational thoughts
and sometimes irrevesible decisions.
All one can do is "One day at a time"
Nicely done.

Posted 13 Years Ago



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Girl who is just a beautiful disaster
Girl who is just a beautiful disaster

Bellingham, WA



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I write in my spare time. Since middle school I have written short stories, poems, memoirs, and journaling. Writing was something that I had always enjoyed because it was so relaxing I could always vo.. more..

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