More Than You May Know

I am only who I allow myself to be

I may tell jokes and kill time on the go

But over all the chuckles

Do you really know what's under these shackles?

I wake up and wonder "Why not there?"

Cause in reality I've always been here.

I've always needed to find my place

but I never knew how to look for a way.

I've always been true, but

Then again have I really been through

The main reason for my pains and disasters?

I'm always hiding behind this old sheild 

Ya know, the same one building these feilds

The same feilds your eyes are travel through.

I wanna find a way from under it

and get to the bottom of it,

though to be honest

It's something I could only acheive

With just a mere tonic.

I hope I'm not flying to far over

I can always come a little lower.

Just to be understood

is a feat no doubt

Let's get back on track

cause I'm digressing to the back

I'm always focus on the woes

Instead of defeating my foes

I plan on getting back on the road

I just gotta get my simplistic flow

Life never seemed simple

That's why I'm try not be fickle

I guess I'll just have keep it up

Just like a begging pup

I mean the laughs, though a cover

helps me recover from the falls

So I can continue to stand tall

Just know...I'm much more than you may know

Author's Note

There may some grammer errors and misspelled words