Thought

written in 10 minutes so its very rough

yellow lines passing quickly

staring, intent to see the activities

of other motorists

many sing joyously

some cry behind the wheel

others stare straight

looking for the end of an endless road

lulled by the monotonous humming

of wheels on pavement

slowly i slide away

drifting into a dead silent void

to ponder the breaking point of hearts,

and the unavoidable changes

sneaking closer, to shatter familier

holding my breath

as i pass through the tunnel

the thought of not exhaling

crosses my mind

just walk through life

always holding my breath

for someone to save me

from the day to day mundane

thinking about the pounding in my head

just one more pain on my list

blinker on, car off, step out

gaze as my roomates and friends

see the surface of me

but they don't, and never will

see who i am