This is how it goes

Posted Date: : Jan 17, 2011 9:58 AM

you want inspiration? then here you have it.
I’m a chick very passionate about friendship.
But I always go back to my ex best friend that did me wrong.
I can’t be the same person that you want me to be if you don’t give and take.
I want to be the best friend but how can I do that if a chick can’t offer the same that I do.
I guess its time to realize that I should not attach myself to any person unless its a commitment.
I can’t be the one getting hurt or mad for the things another person does.
It should not matter to me what a person does but It gets to me.
I can’t believe that out of 50 girls, only ONE has the same mind set that I do.
I’m just so sick and tired of dealing with chicks younger than me.
I guess they have a lot of growing up to do.
I can’t blame them because it takes a lot to go through that process.
I don’t mind letting another friend go if its going to make me stress free.
I don’t want to complain about another person for the way they are but I guess they shall see as they get older.
I just wish I was able to be honest to them without them getting hurt and upset.
But that is how life goes and I have to move on.
I cannot frown over what she said or she thinks about me because I’m going through my own issues.
I just wish people understood that deployment is hard and it doesn't matter how long your soldier leaves.
It still hurts and its a delicate subject to even talk about.
I’m done and over with it and its another chapter to my life.
Now its a fact that I’m not meant to have any close CHICK friendships because I am my own person.
I can’t deal with the drama and I don’t feel like I need to be nagged upon.
I don’t need chicks complaining at me for any reason unless its my mother.