I just want to get back

Posted Date: : Jan 17, 2011 9:59 AM

I sit back and I keep thinking about his leave.
The half of my heart is letting go soon and I guess it hasn’t stuck to me.
The day is coming near and I still feel numb.
a thousand kisses and and an infinity of hugs.
This is what I wish that I could keep in a small box.
I never wanted another anniversary with him being gone.
But this is how we live and we have to move on.
I wish I could say that I’ll be okay but I’m not that sure.
I just don’t want to go back to being an unstable little girl.
My best friend and the one that I yearn for.
All I have is my strength to rely upon.
My true family and the ones that try hard to make me smile.
I just want to have a strong head on my shoulders and that's no lie
Forget those hidden spots where I used to get high
No more negative people to watch me go down.
I just want to get back to my beautiful home town.