My Erotic Spirit

With him I discover my erotic spirit
I swim in it like a very deep ocean
With him I cracked the shallow secret
Finding instead of shame but a different emotion
leading me to this endless devotion
I want to go down touch all the deep
till the pain and depression sets me free
When he pulls me in to his arms
I jump and dive in to that leap
Finding a certain freedom in our hearts
I give up intelligence
to live by these new senses
Maybe that’s the reason he was summoned to break down these fences
I tried to take my death
But I was revived by love’s divine breath
He just called me today
I instantly answer
Logic totally gone away
We talked about him being sick
now I know we both are
He isn’t conflicted
He got his home and his dream life
Now waiting to retire with the wife
I told him I will be going to Japan
Me and a girl friend with men
he got jealous
saying they only want to get in my pants
now I understand
love is giving up your intelligence
to live by your senses
everyone just wanting sex
not knowing the real and the counterfeit
all the lessons I am learning are the awakening
of my erotic spirit