So close but yet so far.

i dedicate this one to V Nik Douglas. Alysa Howell And Clifton . there all different people but there is three different types to this poem.

so close
yet so far.
maybe this is just a dream.

We were so close,
ya know?
growing up and such.
but once our mum died,
you became a total b***h.
i went the opposite way,
you continued your dream
i put all my dreams on hault
so i could get some green.

so close
yet so far.
maybe this is just a dream

You played foot ball for years,
and plan on playing football til your old.
you used to put a smile on my face,
a tear in my eye
 cause this is what momma would of wanted.
she looks down on me and thinks
I have a pot head for a daughter.
she is disappointed in me,
but she looks at you and taht smile comes back
f**k you!

so close
yet so far.
maybe this is just a dream

so close at the age of 15.
not knowing what to do,
you were my second love
the only one that i could think of
the one that surronded my thoughts.
dont know what to do.
but think what the f**k did i do?
did i just screw up
i remember laying under the bleachers
skipping class,
not going cause i wanted to spend as much
time as i could with you<3
not knowing that the assitants were looking for me.

so close
yet so far.
maybe this is just a dream

Not knowing that you'd be the one i'd fall for so hard.
not knowing, you'd be the one that haunt my dreams at night
not knowing, that we'd grow apart so fast, as soon as i moved.
I missed you.
in my dreams i scream your name
as you walk away from me.
but wahts funnie is you didnt walk away
i did.

so close
yet so far.
maybe this is just a dream

not knowing anyone at the school,
just thinking to my self.
hey let's date this guy he;s out to have friends
and weed:)
walks up holding his hand
"this is kayden"
"How'd you get her, she's beautiful"
thanks?
not knowing we'd be best friendtil the end
"hi im alysa."
she was gorgeous,
to her eyes
to her shoes.
the the style of her body.
she was perfect in my eyes...

so close
yet so far.
maybe this is just a dream

Now that we're farther apart.
we better not be drifting apart.
wE're best friends til the end.
we even got scars to prove it.
we've been through so much....
sex
drugs
death
many more.
i miss you and don't forget...

so close
yet so far.
maybe this is just a dream

Or maybe this is just reality.

Reviews

[AllyKinzz:)]

Oh my God, im really crying. :')
I love you baby girl, dont you ever think that we will grow appart!!!!!!!!
Im here for you no matter what for ever and for always!!!!!