everything's too hard

i want to feel free

freedom

i've heard of a way to

be free that is

pill after pill after pill

that's the way

on my way

to the pharmacy

i think about my decision

second guessing is so 

over rated

i step inside

the smell of

fresh prescriptions await me

i stand in line

behind some balding man

thinking about everything

when it was my turn

next in line

i smiled at the clerk and said

"everything's too hard

can i have my pills?"