streetlights

streetlights

A Poem by knightcall

started my drive about 12:05
all the lights seemed so bright
hit the ATM with a wad full of cash
the machine kept telling me
straighten it out
finally accepting my bills
i clicked the remote to lock the doors
start the engine
it's the only way it works
looking over my shoulder
checking to see if somebody's there

and i know you're there
unless this machine that
governs things is wrong
it's like there's a train running through here 
that i never catch
i'm waving my hands
on my face a look of urgency
my Viewmaster is out of pictures
and the third rail is
looking inviting
but you know i'm used to a hard line

entanglement in the magic that was
the window i would break just to wake you
keeping my eyes open where there is no light
if i had a fistful of dollars to not put away
i'd have all the sin along with all the women
sooner or later you don't have enough money
do you ever have enough original  sin

my heart is a nightingale
flying the streets when the lights are too bright
i'm the ogre in the fairy tale
the beast in the movie
and i've been waiting
trying so hard not to get old
sunlight cracks through the night
vulnerability of showing how i feel

i would like more disclosure please
i'm not looking to move
i changed my direction the size of a continent
like it matters when you're sitting with
people who like to talk to the sound of their voice
it's not like the devil's at one coast 
the angel at the other

does it show
i want to wake up in
a world that wants me

he lost his faith
he doesn't even know belonging
he's forgotten make believe
he's been in the sun too long
he's grown too comfortable with the night
push the gas turn on the red light
hope it doesn't stick to you brother
you'll take it home when the light goes off

forever and always
i'm always here
i've been trying for the shortest time
to come to terms with the memory inside me
there is no predicting
there's always something tomorrow forgot
my baby clicks off my channel
probably tired of the infomercial that is me
i've been called the seventh son
just waiting for the word that
i'm the one

© 2011 knightcall


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knightcall
knightcall

Shawnee Mission, KS



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A trauma chaplain at an inner city hospital. Formerly a sportswriter, a native of Chicago. Now living in the Heartland. more..

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A Poem by knightcall