When you come

A Poem by Kobyo

there's so much that i want to say and so much that i need to do with you. if you'll come. when you come.

When you used to fall asleep
I used to look at your face
the peaceful rest that you had with me
is something I will never forget
I miss the way you sigh at night
the natural smell of your body
I miss the way you say good night
and cover yourself with my arms

The tons of salt on the fish
a sign that you are in love
the cup of tea with no sugar
to preserve the taste
I envy the open handed lobster on your plate
that's being eaten by you
in such a lovely way
and it seem like a good way to go

There was fire in your touch
that I can never explain
which burnt
and there's still a burn in my heart.
I cry now like a wolf to the sky
and it's very untypical you know
I miss you and I’m not afraid to show it
To the world. To myself.

Each song reminds me of a story
that I never wanted to end
with you, with me, with us
I am sorry, but I can no longer feel pain
As I live it by the moment
and it's hard to get free
of such love that i have for you
it's uncommon to say the least.

People say to let go
But I have no answer
Inside i know that one day it will happen
And you will rediscover that my love is for real
in the deepest sense of realism
there's so much that i want to say
so much that i need to do with you
if you'll come. when you come.

I will be waiting.