Okay To Not Be Okay

it's okay not to be okay
I need someone. 
Just anyone who is able to tell me that I am not alone.
My life is just poo.
Everything is going very wrong. 
Somehow I am there for everyone but as soon as I do need someone, Im on my own. 
Thank you so much society.
I am so sick of all these fake friends, egos and whatever. 
Im so done, I wish I could just run away, I wish someone would actually be able
to tell me that everything is going to be alright, but I guess no one can do this, and even if theycould, it'd be to late to tell me everything will be fine because from this point on you dont know thatanymore.
Im really done, I break down way too often and I feel like no one cares. 
Not even my family and my friends are kind of too blind to even see how my life is killing me.
I'm just that waste of space that no one needs, and only just one of those another mouths to feed. Ifound that many things can be pointless and a life can be considered one..
Im done, I just wanna leave everything and start over.
If you read this, thanks, it means a lot
im so done

~11/18/2011~