White mind

Tuesday 

That day where life just lights up

Or is it just me

21:49

Mind is racing 

Racing through thought to thought 

They crawling against my skull

Trying to escape to come alive

Little girl , little girl 

Have they never  told you that the world anit full of sunshine

Clouds come in anytime chasing away the light

Making the darkness grow

My wrist pump for the touch for  cut pumping hard waiting for blood

My chest tightness the anxiety crawling in

My soul reeking of depression 

Another day, another day feeling worthless 

Another day getting darker

Feet want to run , run on the runway past the driving cars 

Lights zomming like shooting stars 

21:55pm

Slip away with the darkness 

And 

There she sails , wind in her hair , feet bare , heart torn