MAIMED

Stuck in a Numb Divide

Perhaps self hate is my greatest weapon

 Against me

I can't handle you hating me

And you swear you don't

As you shame me,

Maim me

For being me.

I can't be more sorry

As I hate you more

For not hating me.

But don't worry,

There never really was a me.

Is that enough cynicism for you?

I'm tired of being numb.

You say there is no divide between us

Do you think I'm f*****g dumb?

Chemicals defeat us

I think I'm f*****g done.

Maybe I don't belong in this place

But i've been stuck in this space

I'll blame it on the chemicals between us,

As I waste alone in this place.

Author's Note

Chemicals in different brains are cause for different opinions and motivations.Coping is only half of it..

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