Waves

Deep, Dark, depressing, sad, water, sea, ocean, fear

The waves are lapping at my shoes not long before we’ll greet.

Engulfed by its vast darkness so so beautiful.

But yet so menacing oh so very terrifyingly menacing.

So I close my eyes one last time and walk to the edge.

Wait for the water to take me,

Make me become one with it.

In non-poetic words one may say I was waiting for it to drag me to a struggling horrible slow death.1