You Love to devastate my satisfaction

this ones about how my parents are constantly trying to live through my eyes. I love them don't get me wrong I was just angry when I wrote it.

I’m constantly surrounded by the ones who think they know the best for me

Just beat me down and tie me up in my own misery

Maybe you’re just too blind to see

That my motives are captivating me

You’re learning to live through my irises

My frustration spreading like viruses

 

 

Take a step back I’m in control

I told you someday you’d pay the toll

You love to devastate my satisfaction

You turned out to be a fatal distraction

 

All I see is the ones who put me down

Just waiting for my faint soul to drown

And you will never know

That all I want is my purpose to grow

 

 

Take a step back I’m in control

I told you someday you’d pay the toll

You love to devastate my satisfaction

You turned out to be a fatal distraction

 

 

My hearts being ripped right out from me

I don’t care if you disagree

My life is shattered to pieces on the floor

I can’t take this anymore

 

 

Take a step back I’m in control

I told you someday you’d pay the toll

You love to devastate my satisfaction

You turned out to be a fatal distraction

 

Secure the past with a pretty pink ribbon

I’m no fool that’s a given

I’m not going to let you get to me

I know that’s what you’re dying to see

 

 

Take a step back I’m in control

I told you someday you’d pay the toll

You love to devastate my satisfaction

You turned out to be a fatal distraction

Author's Note

I would appreciate constructive criticism.