My lose

I know on my blog I said I was not going write for a while anything but case files but I need to write.

a coldness has come over me

a darkness I know too well

a coldness that use to be a friend of mine

a darkness that was a part of me

it freezes down to my soul

it blackens my heart to its very core

it strips me of myself

it uses a sharp blade to hollow me out

it leaves me empty inside

that emptiness consumes my every thought

light is shattered like glass

that caused my heart to bleed

blood drippers to the ground 

peace is not found

just more pain

pain is numbed by the darkness that consumes me

I am alone

I hear the voices of hate silenced

piercing silence

left alone in the dark of my own soul

an icy heart stops and shatters like glass

nothing is left behind

it does not hurt like pain

it is a lose of myself 

that makes me shade a tear

tears of lose 

tears that drown my soul

in sorrow and pain

tears never fall from me

Reviews

[Diamond]

This is one of the most beautiful dark poems I have read. Darkness and sadness to its core.

"tears of lose
tears that drown my soul
in sorrow and pain
tears never fall from me"

Heart wrenching lines....Thank you for sharing this beautiful write.

[dw817]

Coldness. I have found that coldness is unwelcome if it is not familiar. So I keep it rather cold around me all the time.

So when the unknown cold actually does hit, it has nowhere to go - nor does it disturb me ...

However, if you are hearing voices, you are in good company, many of us do. :)

The trick is to not let them control you, but for you to control them.

[Lord of mad men]

So true but that is what fuels me, the unknown is the best and worst part of the world.

[dw817]

It does seem the best stories are made from the worst memories ... take care.