Secrets/ confessions

there's 27... I just couldn't think of anymore after that lol

1. sometimes, I fantasize about being in an auditorium, all alone, with one spotlight trained on me and belting my heart out.

2. I wish desperately that I was a good singer

3. I think I'm ugly and fat.

4. But sometimes I don't, I'll look in the mirror and think... huh, I'm not awful today.

5. I have one friend I desperately want to beat the s**t out of on a daily basis.

6. I feel like all my friends are better writers than me, and that I'll never get published

7. I kiss my Louis Tomlinson poster once a day. No joke.

8. I'm absolutely terrified of high school, I almost hyperventilated the other day thinking about it.

9. I want to be a girly girl.

10. I don't hate pink anymore.

11. Sometimes I wish for nightmares, but only because I'm bored with normal dreams. ( had one where Harry Styles' face puffed up because he was evil O.o)

12. I want cotton candy pink hair, but just for a day.

13. I absolutely, positively, if its natural and not wet, HATE my hair

14. I'm addicted to mascara (I have seven, one vibrates)

15. the song I want to belt out on a stage is Hallelujah, the Kate Voegele version

16. I fall in love with my characters (just like you'd fall in love with Peeta, or Gale) seriously, if Nox or Wren were real... Ray or Marina would be killed off.

17. I do not have a crush at the moment

18. RANDOM TEXTS FROM PEOPLE WHO WON'T TELL ME THEIR NAMES SCARE THE S**T OUT OF ME. (you know who you are...)

19. I don't hate anyone. (on a regular basis...)

20. The stars fascinate me, and if I could go to like... Utah or something in a deserted field for a night to look at the milkyway, I'd love that.

21. I'm a self-diagnosed cynophobic, meaning I'm scared of dogs.

22. But I really want a dog, but I'd scream every time it came near me...

23. Sometimes my obsession with One Direction literally scares me. I'll find myself unable to think of anything else, or wanting to get home so I can go on youtube and watch more videos.

24. I didn't think I'd make it to 25 confessions, I guess I have more things than I thought.

25. I have this series of drawings that I'm doing called 'Somedays'. So far, they're all romantic, but they don't have to be.

26. I miss being five, when the world was a beautiful and simple place.

27. My goal weight is 95.
    

Author's Note

So, I'm hoping this will get my creative juices flowing.
btw, this is real

Reviews

[Amanda]

Number 14 could be taken in the wrong context :P
You are most definitely not ugly or fat, Sophie. Try weighing about forty pounds more than all of you're friends.
You're writing has made it to the popular page time and time again, you are a fantastic writer.
umm don't really know what else to say except I have yet to listen to the version of that song

[Xx_Mizfit_xX]

instead of wishing to be a certain weight, can i suggest a goal of being healthy, active and fit? I know going through your teen years it seems its all about the number on the scale, but in reality that number cannot give or take away how you feel about you. Be confident, be strong, be healthy! Anyhoo, number five....while it makes me laugh, i can say i've been there. Try to take them with a grain of salt:)

[Becky]

I agree, you better be pretty short to have goal weight of 95 because I'm really short and I'm slightly under average at 103. Seriously. If you starve yourself to death I will have no sympathy (well, maybe a little.) But still. Chill your face. If we were all as anorexically skinny as models every time we tripped we'd break a bone. And that would be a lot of bones for people like me who can't walk in straight lines to save their life.

Anywho, interesting to learn more about people. I'm not sure why all of a sudden everyone's doing these "about me" type things (myself included) but it's very intriguing...

And high school's awesome, you'll have so much fun. I was really nervous going in last year, especially because we moved the summer after eighth grade and I went from a private school with 30 people in my graduating class to a public school with 400-500 people per grade. There's some drama, sure, but it's nowhere near as bad as it was in like seventh grade. There's also more variety in the people, so you're bound to find some you click with.

[Odayin]

Your goal wait is 95?? You better be pretty friggen short then, cuz that sOunds awfully skinny and it also makes me want to believer that you aren't fat or ugly, no matter what you say...
Oh and number 18 was my favorite...and I could really relate to the words in parentheses haha.

I have respect for you Sophie, giving away your life on the Internet;)

[Sophie]

I'm 5'1" ish possibly 5'2" now that its summer. And thanks :P

[Odayin]

Haha I hope i was some of the inspiration for 18;)
And yeah that is pretty short, but you really shouldn't worry about your weight...youre young, youll be fine haha

[Sophie]

it depends, were you the person brooklyn was freaking me out with?

[Odayin]

The very same

[Sophie]

thank god! It was really freaking me out, but I know wherer you bought your phone.
Hah, equally creepy!

[Odayin]

Okay then, where?