Journal Entry December 1st

An entry that exudes and demonstrates everything that I have been feeling for the past month or so...

...On a different note, I have been feeling.... whimsical seems to be the most appropriate word to describe it. Mulling over the beautiful tragedy of cowboys, Cassy and Michael*, the death around us as it becomes winter, but it brings life with it; my newly found love with Navar**, my predetermined fate of being a darkly alluring author who battled an addiction that would be, and should be a romantic requirement for an artist such as myself. 

And it haunts you...I think I might have inhaled you***...how gorgeous, it seeps through my skin, into my soul, his voice wrapping me in a blanket of heart-gripping notes...what a romantic life writers live....

*Characters for an upcoming story/screenplay that I am writing...have really come to know these characters as people, experiencing a plethora of extreme emotions. 

** fictitious name of my lover, in attempt to respectfully protect his identity...you understand

*** lyrics to the song Bloodstream by Stateless, a very sultry and amazing song