S**t

this song is very personal and it's very hard for me to share. it isn't very subtle in meaning because i was so shocked and stunned that i couldn't even think. i wrote it out of pure anger.

i feel so betrayed. you caused all this pain. i am so ashamed. and you made me this way.

we were together - always and forever. you are a S**T! i still love you but...

you f*****g killed me. you straight up betrayed me. i trusted you. you f*****g knew.

we were together - always and forever. you are a S**T! i still love you but...

i can not believe that i'm talking this way. can someone help me make the pain go away? i can't believe that i'm feeling this way. is this a dream? am i still alive? please just go away. i hate myself, i hate my life, i hate you both, you fucked with my mind. now i think i might be going insane. is this a dream? i think i'm going insane. help me? i'm going insane. please? i'm insane. 

i'll do away with you. (i'm insane) torn apart, we two. (insane) i can't take this right now. (i'm insane) you dumb b***h, F**K YOU!

we were together - always and forever. you are a S**T! i still love you but...you're a s**t.

Reviews

there's nothing worse than being completely and utterly destroyed and betrayed by the one you love the most.
it's something you never get over, and if you do get over it,
then it wasn't really real in the first place.

The first thing I told myself when it happened to me was that it was just a horrible, dreadful dream.

Good expression, it's raw.
I'm sorry you had to write this though.

[Matteus Ducey]

that is very true. and thank you. also, i'm sorry you can relate to it.