I wish.

I f*****g wish. I had the courage to not text you once. I mean wasn't my hurting enough , s***s been tough & I think I don't need life hitting me so rough. Ugh.. It's done , you & me something I thought can last an eternity , something so sweet with a feel so serene . I was in love with you & you where in love with me , atleast I thought .. Hearing you say those words made my heart drop , I didn't understand & I forgot that love is something temporary & it wasn't anything to be take as permanent because you saw this as a game & my feelings weren't the same . Never underestimated myself ; but you made me second guess myself like am I not enough f*****g doubted it in all.. You hurt my heart & made me fall when s**t wasn't supposed to be like this .. I thought you where the one since that first kiss , now you someone I'm not supposed to miss ...