terrible things

I know I have been avoiding you

But to be honest I don't know what to do

...

Nothing I say

Is gna make everything okay

...

Nothing I mean

will take back what we have seen

...

Nothing I have been through

will explain me to you

...

I can't connect

its me,im wrecked 

...

It's me

Honestly I know we family

...

But I can't face the music right now

So please don't ask me to,coz I don't know how

...

Don't pretend that you have stood in my shoes

Coz thats an argument you will lose

I swear if I could I would go back in time

But right now im trying to focus on being fine

I know im being selfish,considering the past week

I know that you don't really sleep

I know that you cry at night

Believe me its a sore sight

Breaks my heart 

and the worst part?

I did this to you,I am sorry

I know that I make you worry

I know I drive you insane

But believe me I am filled with pain

My mind punishes me enough

This week has been rough 

This week is just to much

I just need you to be my crutch

But your thousands of miles away

so at the end of the day

I turn to the only friend I have,what will the end of that bottle bring?

Right now I'll take anything

I turn to terrible things

as long as it turns of the shouts,scratches and rings

in my head

Right now Im looking for a answer other than "dead"

So if this is to much of a leap for you to understand

Than its time for our goodbyes,coz there are bigger things at hand

 

Reviews

[Ashwin Thakur]

Greatly expressed feelings
Thank you for writing this wonderful piece....

[micky]

Thank you for the kind words

[Saddam]

Honest write.
Expression is great dear poet.
Fantastic painter you are.
Like it.

[micky]

Thank you Saddam :)

[Silver]

I love how you can say so much in few words , this is beautifully painful writing

[micky]

Thank you so much :)

[Jeyanthi]

awesome write friend...
you written like let it go...
It rhymes so elegantly...

[micky]

Thank you :)