Trample These Passions

I saw them right through your eyes, I wanted them but it was not the right thing to do.

Those trembling hands of mine were splitting actions

My right was writing you that, my left was trying to stop that

It was you, I've longed for so long

but for you,

Never had I felt that kind of thumping heart in my chest before

That that day showed, it could be a tantrum elephant eager to be let out

I'm not out to you

I never did out to you

But I gave my signals of outing, putting me out on display

for those girls to toy me around

and you saw my presence, your passionate round eyes saw me

I recalled reassuring my soul that you were playing me

but your voice, it vibrated the husky heart-out-loud sounds

Made me whack all over my mind

Whacked out thinking of these feelings

I ignored you, now I crave you

Trust me when I say I'm option less,

for I can never lie my mind, nor can it trick me into these things

for all I desire now is you

These trembling hands of mine are splitting directions

One may reach out; the other may chop it down

Forgive my chaotic soul, 

It approached you when you’re forbidden

Author's Note

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