Hate Me

Let me yell

Let me scream

But I will always

Be me

No matter how much

I wish

I beg

To be someone else

It will never be

This skin is getting tighter

My head is pounding harder

How can I get out of this mess

That will bring you to tears

How can I help you

When me myself is the cause

How can I fix your heart

When your heart needs mine

Yet my heart is already taken

What can I do to ease your pain

To make you smile

To make you laugh

Without making you fall

Even more for me

I’ve thought about

Ending our friendship

But I’m too selfish

And I need you next to me

But there’s no other way

I can’t help but notice

The more you talk to me

The more you love me

The more you love me

The more you hurt

How can I get us out of this

How can I not hurt you

When I love him

And you know that

And he loves me

And you know that

I’m his and you know that

Yet still you try

And try harder

Even though your heart

Is getting bruised

Getting hurt

All because of me

Because I’m too selfish

And can’t tell you to leave

 How is this fair

I truly do

Hate myself

More than anything

And how do you think

That I’m so perfect

That I’m so beautiful

Love must have blinded you

Look at me…

I’m in tears for what I’ve done

Yet you smile

And laugh it off

Like you’re not in pain

Like you’re not hurting

I try not to let you know

That I know

That your feelings for me

Isn’t friendship

But love

But now I can’t ignore it

As you yourself admit

That the only thing

You’re going to hurt on purpose….

Is your heart

Which is the one thing

I want to protect

How can you be this way

How can you just

Hurt yourself this way

Yell at me

Scream at me

And tell me not to be me

Wish that I will leave

Beg for me to go

So you won’t be so broken

Tell me that you hate me

And I will leave you alone

Just please

I beg you

To hate me

Author's Note

This poem is... I just hope you like it. I

Reviews

[azlamalo]

Yeah I totally can relate! so well put..thnx for sharing

[Allison]

This is soooo good! It's really sad, and I totally get what ur tlking about.