toxic

Communication, 

Communication is important in any healthy relationship. 

My lover tells me everything about he feels 

And in exchange, 

He expects the same. 

But what if I'm not always ready to tell him how I'm feeling? 

I know he just wants to make me happy. 

But what if I just want to be angry, 

 what if I just want to feel my emotions, 

To live them. 

Does that make me a bad lover?  

Does that make me the toxic partner? 

ive fallen in love with the toxicity,  

the intoxication of an unhealthy relationship 

So much so that now that ive met someone healthy, 

 im becoming the toxic person I expected them to be.