Lies

As we lie to ourselves are we destroying our soul?

Should we trust one another?

Help each other get through the pain?

The thought of leaving you alone,

makes me go insane.

 

So now this is about me.

 

I tell you everything I know,

knowing that you hurt inside,

I can’t let you walk around,

with all these secrets that I hide.

 

I hope you understand what I’m doing for you,

and not what I’m doing for myself,

because I can’t help but realize that my depression may affect my health.

 

Please love me,

say that I’m the one you need,

can you even see me?

Tears are pouring down my cheeks,

everything around me seems to bleed.

 

I wanted him to know the truth,

that the strong love I had for him was real,

I tried to fix things,

I can’t help how I feel.

 

Now I’ve figured it out,

now I really know.

I have lied to myself,

brainwashed my own brain,

strained my own heart,

drove myself insane.

 

I could be saying more,

I think it’s better than it seems.

I just wish that reality,

could turn into my dreams.

Reviews

[bluessadmood]

The thought of leaving others alone,
makes me go insane.
I tell you everything I know,
knowing that you hurt inside,
I can't let you walk around,
with all these secrets that I hide.
say that I'm the one you need,
tears are pouring down my cheeks,
everything around me seems to bleed.
I tried to fix things,
I can't help how I feel.
oh these words are so nice..so lovely so human
i cant leave others to bleed alone ..
so love how can i leave you all alone ..
knowing that you hurt inside..
i could never do that ..leave you all alone by yourself
oh how sweet...
lovely emotions ,wonderful,i really loved this

[J.Black]

Now I've figured it out,

now I really know.

I have lied to myself,

brainwashed my own brain,

strained my own heart,

drove myself insane.


Okay, I feel like that all the time! The truth is honestly the hardest thing to face so you lie to yourself just so you feel better about it, ugh.